Premonitions

I find myself under the most extreme conditions sometimes. I am a Christian and my belief in God is not so normal. I do believe in God and Jesus, but somehow sin always takes me away. There is something that happened to really pull me back into Christianity. I was 11, and my family and I were returning from a trip to Southern California. We were traveling around Anaheim, when I suddenly felt really weird. So my Mother suggested I lay down for a while. While I was laying down, I thought I was having a near death experience. I was seeing heaven, God, and even Jesus. It was really weird. Anyway, here I am in heaven, and God says to me that I will be in service to him someday. I then wake up and my Dad says that I have been asleep for only an hour. So now I think something big is going to happen to me.
Well, something big is happening to me. I have this unusual premonition power. It is only evident while I am totally unaware of it. I get certain feelings or pains. Like the day before the opening ceremonies of the Winter Olympic games, I was in the SF State bookstore, and I felt this weird depression kick in. I later thought it was just "Senioritis," but then I saw what happened to the Georgian Luge member. And then I knew that something was going to happen to me.